Sunday, October 08, 2006

k, this is the address. (:

CLICK HERE

HAVE FUN RELINKING AND SO ON.

smitten to the very last bone in my body.

shit i have to move again because the stupid beta.blogger thing is screwed. now no matter what codes i put in my template the blogger NAVI BAR THING on top of the page will always be there, and frankly, that stinks. also when i make changes to my template and click preview it doesnt open in a new window so its VERY inconvenient. sheesh. so im moving. will post the address here later. when i think of it that is. RARRRRRRRR
i HATE this so much.

smitten to the very last bone in my body.

YO MAN! (: im back from my longest not blogging period (i think). haha. ive really not been using the comp for a week or so! wow. haha. cause ive been going to my cousin's house after school. i like it there. and throughout the week at his house ive been watching desperate housewives. (: i love it okay? how silly of me not to watch it before. it really rocks, and i love bree. haha. im gonna buy the season 2 dvds AS SOON AS I RUN INTO SOME CASH. (:

okay, prelim results. well i got 23 points, yeah. some of you may be going, HUH SO MUCH? haha, and i understand. there was a time i though 23 points was HUH SO MUCH too. but now, i guess im really fine with it. i hope the school will moderate man! haha. but even still i think im gonna stay home for the first three months next year. wanna make a date with me feel free to call since i'll be SO free. haha. (: oh well.

what about after that you ask? well, im SERIOUSLY thinking of going poly. like, its so much more appropriate for me, and yes i like the environment more. i'll let God decide for me. :D

okay today my father's car tyre punctured. it was my first time experiencing that okay? haha. he banged into a curb and the WHOLE car jerked very vigourously and then the car started making weird noises. so we realised it was a tyre puncture. haha. so daddy changed it. and he was sweating so so much it was dripping everywhere. haha. funny.
anyway i was thinking. changing a tyre is such a TIREsome job. hahha. get the pun? (:
okay, im done here.

smitten to the very last bone in my body.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

all this talk about prelim results have gotten me real stressed out. but as i was sitting here worrying and wondering what action i should take to make myself feel a little more reassured, like guessing my l1r5 again and stuff, i realised. there's nothing i can do now. except PRAY and hope for the best. what good is worrying like mad now? seriously. im mad. what i've been doing is equivilent to a man trapped in a burning house staring at an open door, his only form of escape, and telling himself that he's gonna die. like, seriously. who am i kidding? God is the answer. He is there for me no matter what. all i have to do is pray to Him. and yet im here acting like an idiot and worrying for nothing. all along i've been crying out HELP ME HELP ME when God is just there, His arms wide open, waiting for me to throw myself into His arms. but the stupid shitface me just refuses to see that the only way out for me now is to turn to Him. my clear route of escape is there, right in my face and i cant see it. HOW STUPID CAN I GET?

but anyway now im feeling fine. all's well! (:

smitten to the very last bone in my body.

(: open the eyes of my heart Lord

HOLY HOLY HOLY !

my skins are not getting much publicity and im sad. ): haha. i just came back bout 1 hour ago from dinner at tonkichi. (: the pork was nice la, but abit too much. i was like stuffing the big piece into my protesting mouth. haha. but overall, delicious. thanks ah, uncle. haha. :D i've been having dinner with him since yesterday. tomorrow also, im going to his house. its not at yew tee. ang mo kio. hahaaa. (: i hope i can find my way there man. gosh.

okayyy. does anyone know i have this ginormic thing for ____ ? hahahahaa. al knows. and its so crazy everytime i look at ____ i feel so... lets say, SMITTEN. hahahah. (: i dont believe me. but it started quite long ago, when i was quite young. hahahha. oh yuck.

anyway, back to things people understand. denise told me at tuition she got 8 for prelims. !!!!! and letty 12! SHEESH. stress stress. why are people all around me so smart? and im scared im the only one who failed amath in my tuition, again. SHEESH! gahhhh

okay, nighty.

smitten to the very last bone in my body.